Today I am consumed by life. How to develop something that makes sense and how to convey the message. Hello, and it has been a while since I posted anything, keeping myself busy with creations, thinking: “maybe this is it”. Alas, now I am overthinking this; maybe it isn’t about color and inspiration but rather the words that are lacking.
I used to make sense, travelling, seeing sights, interacting with people, and learning from them. It was easier then to trigger my own thoughts by their actions and expressions on certain lifestyle questions. In my last years of solitude, it has been difficult to imagine that past world. Maybe the struggle is teaching me that it isn’t necessary to create more than is needed but simply share the words that mean something.
What I am seeing on the news or social media is that people are suffering all kinds of hurt, and I know that I am merely a little spec of dust, but I still believe I have a big enough message. Humans will not always tell you the truth about their inner emotions or suffering because they do not want to look weak amongst their peers, family, or friends. Rather, they project a false image which renders them “less human”. They do not see the power of being honest for fear they will insult or hurt someone.
For the next few weeks, I want to develop a more “message” kind of blog, words that will inspire others but mostly make them understand my unconditional meaning.
Hopefully, the little leprechaun will show up as well and give me money so I can really make an impact blogging and creating.
