I am surprised by the amount of people who have no common sense. What should be a straight forward concept, seems troubling for some. We spend time educating, living life with rules and regulations, yet there are some people who can’t read or understand certain words when spelled out for them.
I watch and listen to videos on customer service and ask myself about the people on the other end if they believe they are inferior to us answering the phone or are they just so stuck in their bubble, they don’t consider feelings of others? I wish I was more like that because then maybe my stress level would lower.
Personally, I have been suffering with a few things these days, lack of feeling happiness, being content with my environment, my body is shutting down in certain places and I almost wish there was a magic pill to fix all. Some people will tell you, “yes there is” but what they don’t understand is that I would rather live in my reality then live a fake one.
Feeling pain and mostly depression isn’t pleasant but at least I know and understand where it is all coming from. I do not want to mask all this with pharmaceuticals and then wake up the next day knowing it is still there if I don’t take that magic pill. Honestly, something has to give though, I have been bitching about my life long enough and it is high time I had some good vibes. Finding that seems to be impossible.
When I look back at my journey through life, I have never really been super happy and that my fellow readers is very tragic. I would love for just once in my 60’s be extremely happy, have the means to do what I want when I want and love what I do. I want people to notice my talent, my words and understand that I am not high maintenance, I love the little pleasures of life and fully deserve them as I feel I have worked dam hard to get here.
The question is how do I make this happen?
